what happen to me??

ape yg dh jd kat aku ni?semalam hari ibu..tp ape yg ak dh buat?ade kah ak bahagia mcm ni?ade kah mak bahagia mcm ni?nape ak x bole jd mcm org len?nape mak x bole jd mcm org len?its so complicated..kdg2 ak perlu kan jgk penghargaan mcm org len..tp sume nye mcm useless..mcm xde pape pon sumbangan ak ni..titik peluh ak..penat lelah ak mcm x dihargai..even ak nmpk keras n kasar tp deep into my heart so soft n sensitive..i need attention..i dont want to give everytime but didnt get anything..no give n take..but plz..do appreciate me..even ak slalu buat salah tp xkn xde 1 pon yg ak buat ni betol?dont judge me like i'm the offender all d time..plz...

~fuuuhh~

huk huk~~
rs berhabuk dh blog ak ni..
kemalasan melanda utk meng update blog ni..
tmbh2 plak lately bz dgn keje..
berlambak2 la plak..
ade je projek yg bos nk soh buat...
bl la nk relax ni huhu~

uwaaa~~
keletihan sungguh..
blk umah pon bertambah letih sbb nk mengecat lg..
org len yg nk kawen ak yg letih..huhu
but practise make perfect..
pasni bl tb turn ak plak sure ak dh ade experience kan..
hahaha~~ gedix sungguh..
anyway, gtg..byk keje yg menanti..
daa~~